I sit back and think quite often, though it may seem out of my character to have such serious moment. These time to think have been coming along too much lately. Be it thinking of why young children are so cruel, what makes many think you care about their opinions, when you've never met this over ego filled creature, how some do not allow you to help them when they need it most, and of course when the strong suddenly seem weak. It's rather baffling when all these things take a space in your mind.

If you wish for some basic understanding, I can spread a sprinkle of light.

Young Children Cruelty: As any who speaks to me in a regular manner knows, Star has started school. It did not take long for all those little girls to pick her as the ideal target. I've heard many reasons now: My dolls aren't like theirs, my hair isn't like theirs, so on so forth. *shaking head* It's just bloody sick. Her dolls are different for one, it has been proven barbie leads to self esteem problems. When it comes to her hair, I do it nicely near every morning. I have the time and we both enjoy it, that's mine and Star's 'very special time'.

Those You do not Know Thinking you Care: Lately I seem to always be in someone's gaze. I'm speaking in real life, not silly internet life with fleeting rp relationships, and dreamy dramatics. I do not even know where all these *hums* mostly women really have come from! They are calling out maybe even down my beliefs. It seems if you are a homosexual, you cannot believe there is a higher power. This caused me to feel I needed to explain to them how sodomy is defined, do you know? It's a rarity for people to give the full answer. It's rather actually, it's quite tiring trying to explain to your daughter why they think Daddy's going to hell.

The last two I shall leave for now. For I do not have the heart to bring anymore memory of this to anyone. Then there is my frustration that may cause my tongue to spill words that should not be. For every intelligent human being knows; Choosing the correct time and place to say something *sits back and thinks* is the most crucial part to not being the fool.